MeLtiNg My HeArT

i am having one of those days where i am really wishing sweet beckham was already in my arms cuddled up on the couch with me. lately whenever beckham can hear church music, particularly piano music with no words, but songs that bring the spirit...my lil man seems to be the most active in my tummy. it is such a humbling experience to know that he was with heavenly father, waiting for the moment to come to jake & i. i feel beyond blessed & grateful that i get to be his mommy. every women says "you love your baby so much even before it is born" -i never quite understood how true that was until now. the bigger i get, the more i feel him, the more i get to know him, it really is a love that is unreal! i always "joke" that this will be my last time i am getting pregnant...truthfully, i really dont know what will be in the future but for now in this moment, i am grateful i was able to experience this joy of being the "home" to my lil one. his sweet lil spirit is full of love right now & i cant wait to help that spirit of his grow more & more over the years.

i love you sweet beckham, love mommy